This weekend coming up after my shift on Saturday I’m gonna drive to my “daddy’s” house for the first time and meet him in person. I’ve been texting him and been sending him pics and whatnot for a few months. I’ve always had second thoughts about being ABDL and I try to push it out, but it keeps coming back in my mind. I really want to be diapered and be a little out in the open. I love wearing diapers, sucking my paci, wearing a onesie, and snuggling my plushie. I always think about why am I like this and I shouldn’t be doing this. I just get really nervous and back out at the last second. I really wanna go, but having second thoughts again. He wants to give me a bath right away after I get to his place which will be relaxing for me, because I’ve been stressing out quite often.