So I’ve struggled with abdl side, I’ve always felts bad because when I try to feel small and cute I feel bad about being attracted to diapers or because I just have overwhelming guilt. But I’ve started wearing more, just while watching tv, playing Bioshock or relaxing, started to feel normal, started to feel happy and safe, ngl took one of the best “wets” of my life a second ago and it felt good, but what was nice was it didn’t feel inherently sexual, I just liked doing it, yeah I still like the sexual part but it was nice to know that’s not all there is for me! Sorry if I’m rambling just like..I’m happy, actually happy in a diaper!!