Hey, I need some advice.

I've been familiar with ABDL for a long time, but lately I've been thinking more and more about how it's part of my personality.

I mean when I get close to women I feel attracted to her regardless of kinks etc and I'm pretty vanilla at times. At home though when I'm single I like to have that side of me from time to time.

And also at home I sometimes feel very comfortable and then all of a sudden I don't need it anymore and at times I think about diapers etc. like most of society.

I don't currently know to what extent wearing diapers makes me happy. Do they make me happy? The feeling they give me? Or is it just the way of a self-confident, slightly more dominant woman?

Please feel free to share advice or your own experiences, thank you very much.