My body just dribbles pee now especially when doing things like squatting. I wet myself a bit at work due to not being able to hold it. I know I need diapers at this point but my mother found my AB diaper stash in the past and that didn't go well. She's helping me move and she's been looking for out of place things like diaper bulges since then. I guess I won't wear around her but it's stressful because I don't wanna have an accident in front of her either. I don't wanna have to explain that I'm incontinent because she'll blame the testosterone blockers and estrogen. It's sad but she handled finding my diapers with more tact than when I came out to her as a trans woman