I'm an AB due to a harsh upbringing. I had a step dad that beat me, my mom expected me to be the primary baby sitter, i couldn't discuss my feelings or express the fact that i was questioning my gender in a safe enviornment, and i didn't get the love and affection that i so desperately needed.

I feel the fact that I'm an AB is a manifestation of wanting to feel safe and protected. I wanna be accepted as someone's little girl. I want my feelings to be heard. I wanna be part of a family that isn't dysfunctional. I know that it's strange but I really am looking for more of a platonic cgl relationship because of it. I don't have a high sex drive but I'm willing.