So I go to a monthly ageplay meetup and have made a ton of IRL friends through it. One of which is another girl who’s always been super sweet and kind to me. She’s also a switch like me and is always happy to help or be Big for me when I want or need it since I don’t have a CG.

Thing is, I’m bisexual and for as long as I’ve known I was attracted to women, it’s always been submissively. I couldn’t even imagine topping another woman most of the time, but recently that’s changed, and it’s all thanks to my (straight) friend who I don’t even have a crush on.

Because she does take on the role of CG for me sometimes, but even more often I’m taking on that role for her. Giving diaper changes, helping her get dressed, giving her her bottle or snacks, and offering cuddles during downtime. And goddamnit, she’s cute. And it makes my sappy Mommy Domme heart melt and now all of a sudden not only can I imagine topping another woman, but I know I’d love to be a Domme to one as well.

I don’t think I’d be able to tell her, but I’m honestly really grateful that having her as a friend has been able to unlock this new part of me.