Hey everyone, I am 23M and I wanted to share a little bit about my experience attempting to give up diapers. I’m curious to see if anyone has had similar experiences.

Ultimately I have tried to give up diapers 4-5 times in my life and have always been successful for about 3-5 months. It is always a big deal for me when I give them up because there is a part of it that is honestly kind of freeing. I think part of that is because I still live with my parents and am constantly worrying that they will find them when I have them hidden in my room. There also comes a point where they get super sexual for me.

The other reality is that I seem to ALWAYS come back to them and start over each time. This time I was convinced that I was giving them up for good. What has happened this time is a little interesting. In the interim between giving them up and now I have actually really gotten into golden showers, peeing on myself, and stuff like that, something that is primarily sexual.

My problem is that I am ready to get back into diapers but I really, really don’t want them to turn into a sexual thing for me. I just want to be able to wear them for comfort but it is almost a habit for me to take care of business before I take them off every time. I need some suggestions in how to fix that!