I bought some adult diapers from the store the other day. It felt weird at first but now it is kinda soothing. I kinda feel bad about it though.

I’ve been exploring some childhood stuff like neglect recently. I feel really guilty, it’s slightly sexual for me but more so because it makes me feel safe and it’s easier to be in the mood when i feel that way.

Idk, it wasn’t all that bad but diapers went from a super safe thing i loved as a kid to a scary thing because i wasn’t allowed to use them like a kid would. I’m probably being too sensitive about it but it did bother me.

I really don’t know. I like these. I slept in just them last night and felt super safe/warm. It is really nice but it is also really fucking terrifying lol.