Content warning don't read wial little

So for legal reasons imma keep the first part short and to the point

I was on grinder talking to people about sexual intrest when I was asked if I would be intrested in a literal child ( obviously the answer is no and i called cops right away ) but im sure this guy felt safe asking due to my my kink of abdl

Now I'm glad he may be put behind bars but now I feel like this complicates my feelings towards abdl in multiple ways
1 I may have to go court and testify to being abdl and thats why this guy thought it was ok
2 I'm a streamer and if people find out.about this case how will people react and how.should I handle it

Idk I'm drunk and can't get this out of my head so I thought if I vent about it it might help

Thoughts? Ideas ? What do I do?