I've got this recurring thought that being a 'human pet' best describes what I seek. For me it's a thing of complete submission. The littlespace thing still applies to me, and always has, but to me it's not just role play, it's hardwired into my being. I sense I'm separate from the typical idea of a homo sapien, I feel like the difference between me and the usual notion of what a human is, is a similar one like the relation between dogs and wolves. I'm really sensitive, I feel like I can't really make decisions on my own, like I need the approval of an "owner", being independent just feels completely wrong. It's not just how I feel on the outside that strengthens this feeling, it's also how people perceive me. Like on first glance people are able to tell that I'm puppy-like, if I pretend to be more grown up people become incredulous. I'd be glad if I had someone in my life who would tell me what to do while still being sweet and loving. I wonder if anyone here feels the same.