Do you ever look back at memories of the past and wonder ‘what was I thinking?’

For me, one of those was when I was about 14. My father was in the hospital for a few weeks for something (He had lots of health problems and addictions). Anyway, my mom was working night shift at the time so me and my older brother (17) were home alone every night.

At this point in life, my interest in diapers was off the charts. I always made homemade diapers and was tired of it. So I made a plan. I was going to get “caught” by my brother. So he would tell my mother and I was going to play the “stress made me wet the bed” card. Then hoped she would buy me diapers or Goodnites at least.

So that night. I took paper towels, folded them up inside a trash bag and tapped it up. Then put on shorts over top and walked around the house. My brother didn’t say anything. So I decided that I would take my shorts off and just lay in bed in my “diaper”. My brother checked on me and said good night but never said a word.

I still don’t know if he didn’t notice or just ignored it. He never said anything.

Another time about 10 years later. He was helping me move. We picked up my dresser and a Super DryKids diaper was behind it. I played it off and said it was a puppy pad.

Again he never said a word. No idea if he knew or knows I’m a ABDL.

Just makes me laugh and kinda cringe. Wonder what I was thinking trying to get caught🤦‍♂️