Ok so took a big leap into excepting I’m a abdl, every sence i started to wear I want to see what it feels like to go out and wear in public, but for years I was too scared or just wanted to hide this embarrassment from everyone. But today I took a leap and went outside and just started driving it didn’t register with my brain that I walked out the house and now I’m my car with a diaper on. So I took this time to relax breathe and went to a park first just to get outside and hear the diaper in public crinkling. But to my surprise it was quite didn’t hear a sound, once I felt comfortable I took my first step in Walmart and my anxiety went through the roof I felt like everyone was looking and judging me but after walking around I realized no one cares and my diaper was hidden. From today I feel like I’m getting so much better wearing diapers.

Now all I need is someone to take care of me.