This year I will attempt properly what this account was created for: to train myself to wet the bed without waking up, and only in diapers.

I’m a DL who likes to wear and wet, and who finds the idea of wetting the bed at night pretty hot as well, though not hot enough to justify the troubles it might cause in my relationship, my bedsheets, or my daily life.

But I want to see, as much as a personal challenge to myself as for kink reasons, if I can train my mind to not only wet at night without waking me up, but only do so when it recognises that I am wearing a diaper. When I am in the mood to wear to bed, I want to expect to wake up wet. When I drink water befor bed and arent in the mood, I need to be sure I wake up dry.

The plan is this:

January: Before I sleep, empty my bladder. I would then go to bed every night drinking a LOT of water. I’ll inevitably feel the need to go and it’ll wake me up during the night, I’ll get dressed, use the bathroom, and go back to sleep. This should negatively impact my sleeping schedule enough for my mind to take notice.

February - May : a few nights a week, I’ll wear to bed. When I wake up padded at night, I’ll shift over to my back and release, wetting myself. I’ll fall back asleep wet. I’m trying to teach my body that there’s an easier way sometimes than having to get up, get dressed, and use the bathroom. When I am wearing a diaper, I can wet without interrupting the night. I’ll be randomly alternating between nights not wearing, where I’d get up. And nights wearing, where I would simply wet conscious and fall back asleep. I anticipate this taking a few months before I start to observe nights where I wake up in the morning in a soaked diaper.

May - Onwards: Work on consistency and tracking. I’ll increase the nights I wear so it’s 50/50 with the nights I don’t. I’ll do this until I can achieve a near 100% success rate wetting when diapered, and a strict 0% success rate wetting unpadded.

Potential issues:

1. Reluctance to wet The last 16 years of my life have been spent avoiding releasing in bed, and I’m trying to undo some of that subconscious now. I predict quite a bit of mental adjustment will be necessary, but it’ll be a delay to progress rather than a big issue.

2. Sleeping positions I sleep on my side, and to avoid overflowing or leaks I want to wet on my back. Ideally I’d teach myself to turn over on my back, wet, and turn back to my side without waking me up.

3. Wetting when unpadded This is the big one. It’s difficult enough to unpotty yourself or start wetting the bed again, but I insist on also making it conditional on me wearing diapers. If I were to start releasing when wearing regular clothes, or worse with my girlfriend, that would be disastrous. I’m hoping I’m rigorous enough in my approach for this not to happen, but I don’t have a good answer to it yet.

————— The reality is that I’m more curious to see if I CAN than if I should, as a “how much control and mental training can I really achieve here” sort of thing. This will be a lot of conditioning for very little payoff, as I have no interest in becoming 24/7. Consider this more of research / contribution to the ABDL and bedwetting communities on seeing what’s possible.

I will be tracking and discussing my progress on this account going forwards.

Thanks for reading ! - J