I tried for the first time ABDL diapers, specifically the peekabu ones, and OH MY GOD they're amazing. i tried right away the technique of two diapers with one having a cut in the middle to spread better the liquids and i never felt so happy.
So far i only tried the medical diapers for adults and they can't hold anything but these my my, after half a day they're so thick and warm I'm so happy i could cry.
I wished i could have more abdl stuff and even a mommy or playmate just to get more into it but living with parents plus there aren't many people into it in italy i kinda feel lonely but maybe one day i'll have a proper abdl session as a little (maybe even sissy)