I feel like I’m at war with myself. The shortest little session I can manage is 8 hours long. I can’t see where I can fit little time into my life without feeling like I’m neglecting my other interests.

I feel like my little side is another person, always bubbling away under the surface and if I dip into it, it’s all or nothing, it’s hard to get out, until the 8 hour sort of mark!

I don’t have space for a little room or area, so usually when I get into little space, it’s like a bomb goes off in my flat, which then gets me down when I’m back in big mode.

I want to be able to put ABDL on a shelf in my head, along with my other interests. Compartmentalise it, but not neglect it. But it feels too big for that. It almost feels like a split personality.

Any tips? 😅