I'm not sure what kind of read this is going to be. I just gotta get this off.My chest because my mind is going crazy right now.. Super fast back story. Wife was getting older and now sex hurts and she's no longer interested. Been denied for years. Other than that our relationship is absolutely wonderful. But im clearly stressed n pent up aggression... There's the back story. Argument this weekend about wanting sex.And she told me just jerk off in the shower if you have to. Whereas, of course my reply was I'm married to YOU. Why don't you jerk me off in the shower instead!!. I would rather play with you! She said "I'm good." I said so what am I supposed to do then. She says I don't care, go fuck somebody else.If you have to I don't care any more.. I said you don't mean that.Why would you say such a dumb thing. She says if that will get you happy again and get you to shut the fuck up about sex.I don't care what the fuck you do out of this house.. So now I'm like..... Lost, and just want some fun.. stress sucks..