I had three sessions of Bufo, over the course of three days, about two months ago. During those days I had a few reactivation, all fine and nice, just disturbed my sleep a little. Yesterday morning, which is about two months after, I had a reactivation. I awoke early, went to bathroom and returned to bed. I could feel something coming on, I recognised it as bufo quickly. I accepted it and lay quietly, my breathing became very smooth, like my lungs are operating on oiled bearings, just like it always has with ayahuasca and with the bufo, so I was experiencing physical manifestation of it as well as mental. I felt calm and relaxed. Then I had a vivid dream state. I was shown in to a room in the house I grew up in, (I lived there until about 12 years old and have not had any thoughts of that house or that room for many years) it was so clear like I was just floating there, gliding in to this room. I began to feel terror, but it was like the memory of terror. This did agitate me a little but I decided to continue with the experience. It felt so clearly that I was being shown it, or rather, presented with this vision. This room had been the scene of a beating by my late father, he had used a cane on me. I volunteered this to the vision but it did not connect, the feeling of terror did not feel in any way related to that physical punishment. A terrible feeling came over me, like there had been another event in that room that I can't remember. In the afternoon yesterday I felt emotional, I broke down several times and cried, accompanied with a feeling of sadness. I fear the worst, like I had been abused some way in that room. The emotion was connecting deeply inside me, I feel it is genuine. I have messaged my facilitator who administered the bufo to me, describing the experience, and I await his response. He has helped me since with a few queries I have had. I suffer with quite acute social anxiety, fear of strange rooms/ environments etc. I immediately felt like this vision was an offering to help my understanding of the origin of my fear. I wonder if anyone here has had such things come up way after a ceremony? If anybody has advice on how to search further into this or methods on integrating reactivation then please feel free to get in touch.