Im still slowly coming down, but this experience has left me almost in awe. The start was a beautiful bombardment of psychedelia, I snorted some before getting in the shower but had to get out sooner than expected because there was just so much going on (not in a bad way, just so much to take in) and I went back to my room, listened to music, and had an amazing trip. The big change came in when I redosed but did not tell my girlfriend about the redosing part because I didnt want her to worry. I was texting her this whole experience, and almost tried hiding it by saying things like "it came back in waves" and "i think the drip got absorbed and its finally kicking in". Soon after I had an impending sense of regret and shame, but she had already gone to sleep. I told her that i redosed but now she's asleep and won't see it until morning.

This decision that I made resulted in me thinking through quite a lot of things, specifically DRUG ABUSE.

I seem to have always made excuses for my drug use, like for last winter I was supposed to go sober and start going to the gym a lot. I went to the gym, never went sober. I said I would get sober once it gets warmer. It's now getting warmer, and after this experience i do not WANT to or feel the NEED to be intoxicated in any way. I want to notice every subconscious excuse I make for it so I can change my ways, and this drug has really allowed me to notice so many bad habits from my subconscious. The mind is a powerful thing, and I cant be destroying it and abusing it constantly in seeking for pleasure. This was not the most intense psychedelic experience i've had by any means, or even one that stands out. The thing that's different with this is how it made me want to change so many things that I've done wrong in my life and make them right.

TLDR: Snorted 2cb twice in a night for the first time, first snort was so cool and so fun, second snort led to me rethinking my drug abuse and deciding to abstain from all substances for a while. 2cb is a genuinely amazing psychedelic.