So I’ve never been in a relationship like ever … and honestly… it bothers me and doesn’t bother me at the same time . I’m mean damn.. I’m 26 and I’ve only been on dates and it doesn’t help that I’ve only recently come out the closet …. Kinda … I feel like once I get into a my first relationship . My partner may hate me and lack patience .. because everything will be new and I don’t wanna be insecure and give someone the moon and the stars to keep them happy meanwhile they give the absolute bare minimum, I know for a fact I will think that is normal and how a relationship is supposed to be … I’m kinda disappointed this is taking forever . I remember feeling this way in high school . I would always say maybe next year will be your year . Then the year would go by and my friend would have new relationships and prom dates , I had nothing .