I realized I’m borderline asexual outside of my love of kink a bit ago. I find being penetrated extremely uncomfortable, I don’t like having my genitals touched, and oral feels incredibly dull. I can enjoy giving head for my partners sake but I’ve always just wished they would hurry up and cum so we can get it done with. The man who’s been training me has reassured me that he doesn’t mind and my friends/therapist have told me that I shouldn’t force myself to have sex if I don’t enjoy it. On the other hand, I really enjoy serving and it feels really good to know I made my owner happy, so I feel like I’m letting him down and I’m lowering my odds of finding a husdom to submit to. Is anyone else here in a similar position? I want to know if there’s anything I can do to be better at providing sexually. does anyone have techniques to make the experience tolerable?