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They say you can’t teach old dogs new tricks … I must say I’m finding this to be a bit rather true … I have spent my entire life taking care of or providing for someone . Wife , kids etc. now to find myself completely alone in life.
I have been trying to push back the desires , emotions etc associated with being a provider, caregiver , protector and more. Deal with the physical pains that come with it as well. To find myself just plain EMPTY !
Empty life, Empty thoughts, Empty heart and soul. I’m lost . There is no propose, no meaning or rewards for my daily effort . No satisfaction , pride , etc . I just work, try to stay as long as I can, ask for longer hours. Even typing this now , I wish I was at work .
Hoping to find if not the one specially lady who will finally be a good woman in my life and bring it heart , passion , love and peace . Until I find her it sure would be nice to maybe at least get a distraction with chat . And maybe bring just a little of what use to be back to the surface as to what it who I was and not what I’ve become.
Where the mind goes the body follows !
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