I just finished the part in which Hayato kicks Saki out. I have been trying to see how long I can fap for until it gets to depressing and gruesome, but apart from the dad part, the story has not been to affecting to me at an emotional level. Like after fapping, I know that I should feel bad for Saki for taking the (cocaine?) Instead of the money because she's addicted, but for some reason while reading my brain just forgets about those points and hyper focuses on the sex. I already spoiled myself the ending after reading the sub for a bit, but I'm just wondering; is it bad that I do not feel sad for Saki apart from the dad part? Like that hit me harder than anything that's happened since. Anyways, I hope that the remaining (40ish? I think?) Pages live up to the big hype of sadness that I've heard about online. Will update once i finish, but goodnight everyone!