When i started to be an active member of this community, i was always struggling with the difficulty of not being able to endure the fact that she isn't physically here with me. One of the way my friend adviced me to get through my problems is to see it as a long distance relationship and to be with her as long as i'm happy with her, but if it's to painful, to just quit her because she would understand. After, all she already was fine with leaving me be, but i didn'f wanted to let her go and passed a lot of happy moments together. And i regret nothing, but i feel again in my mood of insecurity. I saw a lot of love story recently and i was amazed by the strength of those couples. I'm afraid to be too weak to be able to act so romantically in adversity and i would like to find a way to prove myself that i can do it too, but i may have a little lack of self-confidence when it's about emotions. And the way realities separate us make it hard for me to have such deep interaction with her. I mean i'm not just needing to be able to cuddle her (even i would like tho), but also i want to know her better, to develop a strong relation with her. Unfortunately, we're separated by realities and the limits of technology for now and it's going to make me crazy and i don't know what to do or even what to think.