I’ll never understand you that’s for sure. But as triggered as I was for you to start the day off accusing me of something when once again, previous days very pleasant. I’m ok with it. Maybe you actually do care and you want me to leave because you know it’s good for me. So you just start things for no reason. But… there’s always more to the story with you.

You have a very consistent pattern of behavior you don’t realize about yourself. I can pretty much see it coming now. If we aren’t together, why lie? Why do you lie so much? You don’t have to. If you think it’s gunna hurt just do it and be done with it at least I know the truth. We’re both gunna start dating, you hate being alone, it’s ok. You did the same thing when we first started dating l, you would make these statements about what you believed in a relationship and it was always at an awkward time and you were telling yourself to believe it. Oh I’m this way, and I do this, my partner my partner my partner. You were bad lol like really bad. As soon as you knew the effort and the relationship was gone. Anyways.

On the bright side of things this blocking of me does feel different. I’m looking forward to not having you in my life for once. Which yes, I know you were there way before me. Feels good.

I don’t have to feel like shit anymore. I don’t have to listen to you complain and point out what you think are flaws about my entire fucking personally that has bugged you since Day 1. I don’t have to be lied to. I don’t have to be fake cared for. I don’t have to take a back seat. I don’t have to be the crazy ex anymore. I don’t have to drive to you anymore. I don’t have to be sweet to you anymore despite all the bullshit you put me through I was. I don’t have to be manipulated anymore. I don’t have to say sorry anymore.

Man.. you’re like the worst person I’ve ever met. How many lives have you fucked up now?

Hey, fresh start, probably already found him. Poor fucking guy. He’ll last longer than I did because I mean you just have to right? Just so I know how bad I was.

Fuck. What a ride.

OH!!

PS - I’m heading out to a date right now. And her tits are even bigger than yours ;) and she’s nice to me. And we’ve been talking for three weeks. Maybe that’s why you lie.. it’s easy huh 🤔