John’s most recent breakdown as he was fighting Sera left me in tears for two reasons. The first is because we are finally getting a breakthrough with John and how we can finally see him have a time to heal. The second, is because how it made me reflect on myself. The constant thoughts, swirling around his head always telling how he(me) isn’t good enough. How worthless he(me) he thinks he(I) feels. Like he has no hope. It finally clicked in me. If a fictional character in a webtoon comic can finally take a look at himself and try to heal then goddammit so can I.

I typed this on my mobile with tears blurring my vision so I’m sorry if formatting/grammar is dogshit lol. Im just not used to feelings that aren’t negative