You know, looking back from a 40 year old perspective, who the fuck did I fuck over to deserve this life. I know I slept with a married woman, who later became my wife, which I didn't know she was married until I proposed. I don't think I did anything other than that big one. Yes, she turned me into an adulterer, but I guess her anyway. Later, she drained me of everything and yes, my mom was right. I should have listened. You know, I look at so many happy couples, who I know fight, but I think at least they are having make-up fucking. I know they are enjoying each other's presence and me, fuck no. I have an idiot married to me that scams me, forged my signature, steals money, puts me down, and treats me like shit, all the while, I get to have sex once a year if that. She blames me for her weight gain. Why did she gain the weight you ask? It's all because she honestly thinks sex, laying there, starfishing is exercise. News fucking flash, it's not. You know what? I don't even care anymore.