We were both in the tub and I was leaned on the edge and he was leaning against me, lying in my chest. Just spent an hour and a half in the warmth naked together. If the water got cold I'd empty some and fill it back up with hot water. We just talked and I kissed his neck and told him how proud he makes me.

We talk about many things. I never really post in detail too much of our back and forth discussions. But I did tell him about what's been happening at the work place and he was interested to hear. My son knows the type of woman I am and I've been open with him when he asks. But I guess it was different and more real for me to tell him or something ongoing. Hearing about your mom having orgies before is different than hearing about an ongoing occurrence. He asked questions. He asked if he reminded me of him and I honestly answered no. I don't feel any similarity with my son and the man from work other than them being similar ages. It's a completely different feeling. With my son it feels like a divine connection. If feels like our souls are together and it goes far beyond my incest kink and into things I never considered. I've wanted to fuck my son since before I had a son. I never thought about my actual son until he asked for oral sex but the idea of being a mommy and fucking my flesh and blood son has been a huge fantasy my whole life. It's way more fulfilling than just committing and act of taboo. It feels very pure and holy. While there is definitely a connection with office guy and I like his company... it's just not even similar in my hear. Office guy is sweet and we have a sort of mentor/younger man relationship and I wouldn't want him it I didn't know him. Connection is important to me. My son loved hearing about it and it felt freeing to see my son accept me while I was regaling him with my slutty tales lol.

It was a nice conversation. I had my arms around him and he commented about how he loves the way my breasts feel on his back. While the bath was naked and erotic, we weren't really touching each other. It was just a dark bathroom with some candles and we chatted. Sure my hands wandered all over his body but the goal wasn't to make him cum or anything... that was for after.