When I was 11 years old I told my mom's friend Aunt Jenna that I like black guys like my mom. She was surprised. She introduced me to porn. But I was looking at the guy.

From that moment she knew I was a sissy. She told my mom about this. But my mom said I am bot ready to trans or anything but I can do what I want. I was told to sleep separate from her when I was 8. But then she called me and invited to her bed. She asked me if I was actually attracted to guys. I said yes.

She surprised me with a bra and panty. She made me naked and put them on me. Since then I slept with her.

Now those guys didn't even wore pants, neither my mom. I used to find them fucking in the kitchen.

I used to see my mom drinking their cum, taking their piss or pissing on them.

In my 11th birthday my mom surprised me with t blocker appointment with my GP.

I completed my college as a boy but still I live as a boy outside. But sad thing is I am virgin.