It's so annoying living in a world in which at every turn someone is pointing a gun at you, not "you", but you, empty words like hollow point bullets, sharp insults like armor piercing ammunitions, you laugh, but you are hurting inside, you try and rationilize, BUT IT STILL HURTS, NO MATTER THE EXCUSE YOU TRY AND USE IT HURTS AND HURTS AND IT'S ALL IT DOES, you play it chill, it's nothing, you're fine, it's a joke, you love self deprecating humor, you love self deprecating humor, you love self deprecating humor, you love self deprecating humor, you love self deprecating humor, you love self deprecating humor, you hate yourself.

It's the norm to just live a life miserable about who you are, it's the norm to have your screams drown in the sea of amorphous complains abiut a the self, "the ego is the problem, let go of who you are", I'm tired of this bullshit, I'm tired of listening only to the voices that don't want anyone hurt, I'm tired, I'm tired, I'm tired, I'm tired, I'm tired, I'm tired, I'm tired, I'm tired, I'm tired, I'm tired, I'm tired, I'm tired, I'M GOING TO FUCKING EXPLODE.