~Seinfield tittle-esque is self-referential itself portion~

Lately I've found myself having quite the strong longing feeling, I've came to realize I probably listed to that damn cupid meme song and realized I relate to it too much, I mean, i'm not crying in my room, yet at least, but I'd consider myself one of those dumb romantics that like, REALLY want to fall in love with someone, like, brain-shattering, destiny unshackling love I'm talking here, the sorta stuff told in epics about two people fighting gods to be together, and yeah, I heard it before already, "you're own complete person, you don't need anyone", but that's like, so boring in concept, yeah, maybe I'm "enough" but I don't want to be "enough", I want to go and DO STUFF, and conquer the planet ! And I want to fall in love with someone so intensily that I'd just straight up die, which....I guess would be bad if the person loved me as well...huh, didn't stop to consider that, I am as unlovable as someone can get...man...all my plans to defeat God now thrown out of the window...voiddamnit...