I find myself alone for what must feel like ages. Since the last year, there was a constant lock-down and I simply didn't have friends before that. Which lead to me being all alone, because I cannot reach out to anyone. I am supposed to start my studies, however, those were halted as well. And as I began sitting more and more home, I made a lot of friends online. I even manage to fall in love with a person with whom I know that I will never be able to meet. I legitimately don't have anything else to do other than playing games all day, cleaning up the place where I live and sleeping. It goes on and on like this and I simply don't know what to do anymore. When nobody is around online, I get sad quite easily. I have extreme mood swings and most of the time I find myself sad. I need a way to stop being oversensitive when it comes to others and I just want to be myself again...