Hello guys, I hope everyone is having a great day so far. I want to share something what I have been experiencing for a while now (over 1 year). I don’t know how to explain this but it is real and i would like to know maybe someone came across this same experience and would like to hear your thoughts. Thanks.

I am 36 years old male. Around 1 years ago I exchanged some emails with older women. We both following same nutritional program (that’s how our paths crossed online)

She lives in different continent and is 30 years older then me.(she is 66) Our conversation started casual (we just shared our experience on nutritional program) After same while I started to notice that I get physically aroused down there by reading her emails or thinking about her. I want to point out that we did not talk about anything sexual and my thoughts were pure and non sexual but there were times when we touched subjects like male –female blending (tan science) and we also exchanged photos after some while. also I want to point out that previously I had many relationships with much younger women. (I never wanted older women especially 30 yours older who technically could be my mother). I could not understand why this is happening.

When those arousal started (sometimes it last very long time during the day, even slightest pure not sexual thought of her would make me wet down there. (During walks in the park, during dinner table etc. It’s very weird and strange)

I also started to experience some odd pressing sensation in my chest area. It followed my crying and some release. It is still happening even after a year. Maybe something to do with heart chakra.

I also constantly feel very tight burning sensation in my area between my genitals and anus. Maybe something to do with sacral chakra. It’s very active down there. I feel very high sexual drive at this moment.. There were times when I had 3 wet dreams 3 days in a row. (Spontaneous orgasms while sleeping)

We did not speak online for about 4 months (we had some political disagreements) and I thought maybe after some time all these sensations will fade away but no. I still can’t stop thinking about her. Its non stop. I also feel like we are having some sexual intercourse every day in astral plane or something. I wake up aroused thinking about her and going to bed aroused thinking about her. Very strange.

I am very curious about this connection and would like to find out what’s going on. I have an idea to visit her just to get some answers but she lives in other side of the world in different continent. When i will have some cash I am planning to do it.

Thank you for listening guys. I am looking forward to hear your thoughts on what’s going on.