I worked tonight completely sober again (woo woo) and did okay. It was very slow and my mind was very in and out of it with my hustle. I kept having to go on stage so much because we had so little girls. I skipped anywhere from 4-6 times.

The stage work wore me out and really made it hard to do dances. I still managed to get some done though. So for reference, my builder goals are usually: Goal 1 - $200 Goal 2 - $400

And then it goes up. Before all fees ($50 house, $80-120 skips, $7 redbull) I would have made anywhere from $450-500 ish Instead I am leaving with a Little over $300.

Honestly? Sounds good to me. It’s not the goal amount I had set of 40 total dances but I’ll take it. Money is money baby. Toward the end of the shift I became exhausted and couldn’t keep up the happy act anymore. I was so sleepy I was yawning mid dances. I’d also started to drift into a headspace with grief again so I left.

Wins: - used multiple sales tactics and scored with every single one of them - Continuously readjusted my mindset through the night to stay on track - Pushed myself to do and be better despite it being slow - Asked for tips !! And guess what lol tips added $80-100 onto my income - Made money!

Loses: - didn’t offer time sales to anyone, oops - Got super distracted at least three times chatting with someone - Kept fucking sniffling because of allergies

Now I’ve eaten some leftover kimbap, I’m sleepy, and about to take my seroquel. Hope everything went great with you !