Hello everyone,

Well, last yer I sucked cock for my first time, but it had been months since I felt comfortable enough to do anything again. I recently moved and was on my own again, so I got back on Grindr to do some searching. Well, yesterday I began talking to a black man on Grindr, who was definitely interested in controlling me and helping me explore my sissy side with time. He eventually convinced me to come over yesterday, and told me to strip down except for my panties when I arrived.

When I got there, he let me in and I stripped as requested into only some black panties. I nervously began grinding my ass against his cock as he kissed me. We soon moved into his living space and he continued respectfully kissing me and groping me, which really turned me on. Eventually, he asked if I wanted anything to drink, so he brought me some water. However, he asked me to get on my knees and fed the water to me. Before he fed me the water, he also collared me and put me on a leash, which I was excited about. It was a nice surprise. Soon after he had me begin sucking his cock for the first time that night. His cock was a bit girthy, which hurt my jaw a bit. Otherwise, it was nice sucking his cock, as he wasn't forceful most the night. He did have me deep throat him at the end of this first half to the night, where I threw up a bit from my gag reflex. He just used that as a part of the fun though, rather than being disgusted. After that we took a quick break. He didn't realize I hadn't been collared before, but I said it was fine. He had me clean up the throw up from the floor and my face. He asked if I was ready to leave, which I wasn't, because I really wanted his cum.

When we got into the second half, it began with me licking off the remaining throw up around his groin, before I began blowing him again. He eventually had me turn my ass around and get on the couch though, so he could play with it. He was amazing, as he really knows how to tease you with his mouth. He rimmed me a bit and just kissed and played around with my ass for a good 5-10 minutes at least. Eventually though he had me move under his desk so I could continue blowing him, like a true slut would do. We did that for a little while, till we both decided it was time to begin wrapping up. After sucking him there for another minute or two, he sat me down in front of the couch and just fucked my throat till it was time for him to cum. At that point, he gave me a nice facial of his cum, which was probably the best part of the night, and now what I want whenever I'm with a guy. I then got dressed and rode home and waked up to my apartment with his cum on my face.

The worst parts of this experience were probably just my jaw hurting from his girth and being in one spot for too long while sucking him. Outside of that, it was fairly enjoyable. I think I will see him again, as he was very respectful and mindful of me. He was talking about putting me in a wig and high heels, which sound very fun. Parts of me wish he was a woman I was submitting to like that, but for now I'll be pleasing Daddy instead of Mommy.