So, as the title says I missed a job interview I was supposed to have earlier this day. I was going to go to a nearby city via ferry and do my in person interview for a housekeeper position. Even on medication I was incredibly stressed, but my anxiety has ruined my life for long enough and I was going to force myself to go anyway.

Before I got on the ferry I needed to deposit money into my account so that I could afford the ferry passage fee, and go to the local arcade after the interview as a treat to myself for facing my fears. Well, the ATM ate my card and money, gave neither back, deposited nothing to my account, and I missed the ferry for my interview.

I called and contacted everyone I could letting them know that I wouldn't be there because of an emergency, and hopefully they will contact me to redo the interview, but I'm dreading facing my anxiety again like that. On my way to the ferry I was starting to feel light headed after being anxious all day (my interview was supposed to be at 3:30 pm, RIP). But I can't believe that everything that could have gone wrong did :(