It's just so frustrating not being able to be a functional person like everyone else around me. I'm 27 yet I barely have a work history, and I just can't work most jobs. I had a point in my life when my anxiety was getting better when I was going to uni, but I've regressed so much since I left. For whatever jobs I can work, when I apply I never hear back. I've said before that I will be pursuing my hobbies as careers as I should have from the start, but there is still a fairly large chance of failure for those.

I'm going back to community college online to get a degree. Which gives me about a year and a half or so. It's honestly at the point where if things don't start turning up in the next handful of years I'm just going to end it.