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So to preface a have done lsd twice (100ug) and shrooms once before (4 grams, my first trip ever, I lost my sanity and thought I was dying, it was hell) and a few .5-.75g microdoses
10:30- drank down the nasty concoction
11:00-go to my girlfriends house to shower,while I'm in the shower the water starts feeling very good, feel like I'm in a good mood
11:15- after getting into my girlfriends bed and putting on relaxing music, it starts kicking in hard. I start getting very anxious and my chest feels super tight. I start questioning why I even took them after remembering it was a similar mind state as to how I felt during my horror trip, except dialed down 10 fold. Minutes didn't feel like hours, I knew my name still, and I knew I was just on drugs and wasn't dying unlike my horror trip so I was able to keep my cool
11:30-while my eyes are closed I'm still super anxious, I try to just let it take over. I've noticed on any dose of psychedelic drugs I get etremely anxious on the come up, worse than any sober anxiety I've ever gotten and I've been prescribed Xanax for years. While trying to let ittake over, I envision a hollow metal person like the tin man, and it's like flames are coming out of his head. I notice that these "flames" are just emotions just like flames aren't hurting a metal vessel, anxiety shouldn't affect me, as none of it can actually hurt me. I'm extremely impressed I got something this insightful off 1.5 grams
12:15- I'm peaking now. Sitting in my girlfriend's bed listening to the relaxing music I feel like I'm inside a spa, mentally and physically. However I still feel uneasy and can't shake it. I don't know why that mind space just feels uncomfortable to me. But my emotions are going up and down insanely fast. I'll go from happy to anxious to giggly t by o anxious to sad to happy all within the span of seconds and repeat repeat repeat. The popcorn cieling is making pretty neat geometry patterns and it's almost warping, it wasn't moving but the cieling just didn't look flat, I can't even explain it.
1:30- nothing insightful really happened after this point, took a dab at 1:30 and felt super stoned compared to usual. Didn't get out of my girlfriends bed after that and we watched stranger things all afternoon, colored and went to bed early
72 hours later- I feel much more collected, almost like my brain had a shower. It's been easier to get out of bed, easier to focus, and colors have seemed more vivid to me, maybe I'm just paying attention to them more.
Overall I'd say this trip was mild, but I was extremely suprised that I got a full trip as well and come up anxiety, visuals, and insightful thoughts off just 1.5 grams. I fastest for 16 hours before this and lemon tekked so I'm not sure if that had any effect
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