So once again I’m alone during the holiday season. I’m getting older so it’s hitting me harder than usual. The person I was closest to has moved on and we stopped hanging out altogether. I can feel deep depression slowly consuming my mind and thoughts. I won’t harm or kill myself but the images appear often enough to make me grow physically tired. I know I won’t hurt myself, I’d just like to not be so depressed.

My question to you fellow shroomers is should I micro dose or should I do a 5-7 gram trip? I have a stockpile of Ecuadors and Blue Meanies (Cubes not Pans) and just curious as to what might be the best route to treat my mind right now. Any thoughts or experiences you guys could share?