So I’ll reveal in this story that I actually finally lost my virginity (if you count insert the only way) aaaaaand it was bad in multiple ways lol. So I was feeling lonely and I’ve been working out so I look a bit better so I decided to try Bumble for like the 20th time and even stupidly paid for it TWICE. I actually matched with a few girls this time and only one caught my eye. She looked cute a bit thicc and was a mom to one child. One of my kinks is MILFs even if close to my age but just fucking a mom who has to look innocent for their kid but such a slut when they aren’t around is a turn on. So we talked a bit and she would send snaps to me but I noticed it would have a filter. I didn’t think anything of it and ignored it.

One night we chatted and she was putting her kid to bed. When we started talking she mentioned being a clean innocent church girl that doesn’t like saying dirty things but that night after her kid fell asleep, she dirty talked like a slut and that turned me on. It started with jokes about cuddling and maybe that cuddling would lead to something but not saying what it could be but then she went full on just what we’d actually do and no beating around the bush shit. Telling me how’d she’d deep throat my cock, suck my balls and just ride my cock until I cum deep inside even though she was ovulating at the time. My shit was fucking hard and I told her how I would pull her hair and choke her while giving her all this dick and make her scream my name and how good it would feel. After I said that, her breaths over the phone got harder and harder and she made such sexy moans and she eventually came as I hear her make that kinda gasping choke noise. She couldn’t take it anymore and said she’d want to meet in person the next night and really do that shit to me in person and I said yea let do it after she gets off of work and puts her kid to bed. She lived with her parents and got off at like 1am so she planned to put her daughter to bed and leave her with her parents to listen for her. I was excited to finally get some pussy especially milf pussy and I met her the next night and oh boy was I shocked to see her in person.

Before you guess what you think I’m about to say, her body looked like what I thought BUT her face was different and that filter helped slim and make her face a bit cuter. Kinda turned off by that when she got in my car cause I felt like I was catfished a bit and her face was that cute (I know a dick thing to think) but proceeded with the plan. We drove to a park and walked around it and she talked while I listened and some of the stuff she talked about kinda put me off of her even more and I started to realize I didn’t want a relationship with her. I told myself if she doesn’t bring up the sex, then I won’t say anything and take her back home. We went back into the car and hung out in the back seat and talked a bit. It got quiet for awhile and she reached her hand on my leg and started to feel it and then started to rub my leg closer to my cock and that was the sign. I really wanted to put it in to really say I lost my virginity so I went through with sex even though I wasn’t romantically feeling her.

I ate her pussy out first making her moan loud and squirm telling her to squirt for me but she goes back and told me she didn’t want to make my car a mess and smell like pee. I told her to just do it but she never did but said I ate her out good. Also while I was eating her out, that shit kinda tasted sour a bit and almost like an under arm a tiny bit which I realized later on that my car was hot as fuck cause we had the windows up to hide ourselves cause we were fucking at a park/neighbor hood in 100 degrees weather outside and in the car so I blame that for her having a sweaty tasting pussy. She’s a bit big like I said so a few flaps to be sweaty and all should be expected but still kinda a turn off and didn’t want to continue anymore after awhile, second upset of the night. So yea after I ate her out she said she wanted to take my cock next but suck it first real quick. Let me tell you I’ve never seen my cock so hard or that long until that bitch sucked that she AND actually deep throated it. Shit felt so good and she quickly sucked and licked my balls which I wished she did more of but was focused on sucking me. Even thrusted up a bit and got her gagging and she had to stop cause she kept coughing and choking.

She then told me to sit back so she can ride me and this is where things went down hill. She tried to put it in and this is embarrassing to say but when she “rode” me, I didn’t feel like I was in. More felt like she was just grinding and crushing my cock and not in a good way. Didn’t help my back seat was small but that shit didn’t feel good in any way she tried to ride me and was hard for me to get in a comfortable position to slide it in to fuck. Eventually it slide in better and I started to thrust deep and she moaned a bit until I needed to cum and pulled that shot out fast cause she was ovulating she said and we were doing it raw and she quickly put my cock in her mouth and blew a load in there. She said it tasted good but feel like she was lying lol.

Took her home and on my drive back I felt like a dick cause I already knew I needed to end things if I didn’t like her and she was a sweet girl who wanted something real. Next day I confessed that I didn’t think things would go into a relationship and she said it was fine and that was the last time I talked to her. Still feel like a dick but now I know to not really do online dating cause they may not look like their pics haha