For some time around the start of new year of 2022 or even before that it has been 3 months since I started to cut myself I started to cut myself after every fight I had with my dad and sister no physical tho I had no one to talk to I dated this girl for well over 6 months and she left because of me being bi and not a straight guy in context I knew I was bi cause I dated a guy a man a male a boy whatever it is and I don’t care about it and me being bi was the problem for her and that’s the straw that broke our relationship of 6 months and I started to cut myself cause all I gave her was love and my time and at the end she said I hate you and I understand and for well over a month of that I had no one to talk to about my depression and the fights of me and my family and almost last month this girl let’s call her Yaso who helped me out from cutting I have set the knife down but there’s still time when I grab it and start to do it agian and she is always there to help me out she hasn’t left my side and it’s not love but it love of friends and every time I get sad now I get up and get myself a milkshake on my own and the lady is so sweet of severs me I can’t say if I have truly left the down the knife but I know this much I will try to stop it