I was in highschool in a class with mind my own business then i started to talk with different people who i never seen because it was our first day of school and i started to talk to a female student and ask her what is your name and all the basics of getting to know the person. Late on i get to know her a bit more see that u feel in love with her but she said no i do want to be a relationship during highschool i was ok then i ask again during my third year of highschool she say no I was cool with it , thought out the my highschool i get to know her family and grandma as well but in general i introduce as well to my family members as well. Overall me and her was like a couple that understand each other without any problems or hits that if we need something from each other. So at the end of highschool i told her again if she wants to go on date , she say yes but as well i told her at the end of the date if she want to be a couple because all the shit we both into as well she saw my dark side as well i saw her dark side as we'll that i like her more in dark side but she say no .Much much later i ask again if she want to be on a date she say no i was ok that was the sec to finale to be on date but now we both move on a different paths i started to date a old woman aka "milf " and she never talk to me but i don't know what keep thinking about my friend i wish she was my girlfriend... Maybe i still hoping she might change her mind to go on a date with her but as well the milf make me happy and want to go on different avengers and but in a new page in my life book memories. I hope someone will help to figure out why i still hoping for my best friend to go on date with me.