I am already feeling those waves of emotions coming back fast and furious. I find myself crying several times a day, but not sad tears, tears of relief and happiness because I know that I am done with this horrible substance. I miss feeling my emotions and I feeling alive. I just want to feel alive again.

I was running Kratom really hard for about a year. I was using between 15g up to 50g a day, at my worst. I decided to flush all my stuff a few days ago, get a doctor's note to take 6 days off of work and I cancelled my debit card. It's been surprisingly not AWFUL, I guess because my mindset to quit is so strong. Just get to day 3 of cold turkey and you will start to feel some waves of emotions coming back and it becomes much easier.

If anyone has any questions I would be more than happy to help.