The decision has been finally made (refreshing daily the last week.....)

She's been approved for release! Last year, if you have followed my lil posts here and there. I started writing women in prison, just out of boredom and because litterally, have no one in my life to talk to that doesn't have a hot dog. I just wanted ANY female non-work person to talk to. I made it clear to all of them that's not what I was looking for....despite that.....still happened.

2 lonely af ppl can't help feeling what they feel, you know?

I just wanted to thank this community for the support in the beggning when I started this....journey, because I was paranoid about this girl like "wtf does this girl, who is taller then me, want anything to do with me? Also I WORK WITH LAW ENFORCEMENT (notice i say WITH, not IN)..... But.... I'm so happy with her.....even without the contact visits.

Visiting her on my bday next week.....we are requesting a 1 time contact visit, i'm sure it will go well, she just got parole! idk how it works how long she will be there for.....but omfg i don't even know what to do now. I'm so happy now.....but it's starting to hit me.....

WTF DO I DO NOW?!?!!?!?

But yes, I am a male, who wrote women, I wrote like 5 at first, got rid of 2 who asked me for money, within the first 4 months. Left with 3 very good friends and one amazing girlfriend now. Guys....the dating apps/game suck. I have never ever got a match on tindr and OkCupid was just trash back then..... but even so.

I mention this, b/c it seems the majority of ppl writing inmates are women to men. OR old men to women, getting used by them ( I see it everytime I go visit her....I feel bad for them dudes....but not my business....). I used to have the mindset all women are evil because they only steal from me and just want my money....that i don't have. that's the only worth i have to them. She made me realize I am worth more then just whatever pennies are in my account.....

I'm just.....really happy......to think I might be a Police Dispatcher in a few months, i don't even know wtf is going on with my life. lol.