So I(39M) and my wife(38f) are new(ish) to the scene. Maybe on and off is better? Anyway, I of course have not had the best of luck finding me partners and am ok with that. Recently I've just felt like I can't because I'm feeling like I'm doing something wrong and should only be with my wife, how would I split time and ask of those fun thoughts. She has happily been in a LDR for a little over a year now. I'm just at odds with myself. Do I just let it go and we're poly/mono? Will I eventually get resentful? Can I be happy if I find the right person? I ask these things of myself a lot and just am unable to answer myself. I think another factor is that I would feel guilty that I might find someone close and get to see them way more often. She really can't see her other partner often, maybe a few times in the last year. I just don't know.