Sex with boyfriend is amazing and I’m loving it! With him I am really expanding my horizons, getting kinky, and reaching new levels that I never knew existed.

Boyfriend has long wanted a threesome.

I don’t feel ready. I feel badly about that. I am SO game for so many things. But I am coming to terms that even though this is on my eventual wish list… I either don’t want it with boyfriend, or don’t want it in reality. I’m not sure.

Has anyone else felt this way? How did you navigate it? I’ve been trying to be open-minded, but I think to rush it… would break us. Part of me wants to rush it and then just deal with the fallout, stop having fear about it… agh.