Hi all… really looking for support and kind words and possibly some advice. Since I began my polyamory journey (2 years ago), I have been single. I have had a few attachments here and there, but nothing really solidified and consistent. I haven’t really had anybody I could have a serious commitment with and I really crave that commitment. I want to feel like I matter not just to me, but to other people. I am struggling to find and maintain genuine happiness even though I enjoy my lovestyle. Sometimes I ask myself if I’m good enough to be committed to. I don’t know like… I think I just really need a hug and for someone to tell me it’s going to be ok and it does get better. I’m definitely tired of being single .. I feel like I deserve to have partners and people that I pour into that pour into me equally, you know?