Recently, I was hit up by a married couple who were talking a lot about love and sex and companionship, and I am very conflicted.

The point isn't about them necessarily but the ideas they gave me about how I seek and process love.

I'm feeling like my past issues with not being nurtured as a child have manifested into me falling in love with anybody that gives me positive attention. I'm working through that, but how does it work in a poly relationship?

I'm just nervous that my big heart would be crushed if I were to begin a relationship with multiple people, because im sometimes worried that I'm the odd one out, and not worth the same amount of love I give to others.

Ugh I'm very confused.