I’ve been with my girlfriend for about a year now and I’ve been on and off about the idea of polyamory. For background info I’m a bisexual man and I usually have a preference for guys. I’ve felt the desire to have a man in my life for a while but I still want her which brings me to polyamory. However, she’s monogamous and also has jealousy and abandonment issues. I don’t know how to bring it up to her and I’m not sure she’d be okay with it, but I feel like if I don’t have both my needs aren’t being met almost? (I have more of an emotional connection with girls and more passion with guys) I’m confused and idk how to bring it up to her, and I’m also scared telling her would fuck up our relationship.