I will preface this by saying that I know kind of messed up by allowing this to happen. I’ve (m, 22) been In a relationship with a guy (m, 22) for a few years and we recently hooked up with a cis dude. Me and my boyfriend are both ftm trans and we have never experimented with threesomes or poly stuff at all until this point. This guy who we hooked up with was someone I’ve known since highschool, but never considered having sex with until now? The three of us were watching a movie and one thing lead to another and basically, I initiated it. I asked him if he had a condom and he said no, and I foolishly allowed him to fuck me and my boyfriend raw. We had all been drinking a lot and were heavily under the influence so it was beyond my best judgement. I don’t know what to think about it now, should I be worried about the fact that he refused to wear a condom? I tend to be too trusting to people who I’ve known for a long time and he told me he’s clean but I’m not really sure. I’m lowkey stressing out about it now. Halfway through the whole thing I left to go use the bathroom and when I came back it seemed like he was trying to coerce my boyfriend into anal, which he clearly didn’t want, but my boyfriend is very frisky and wanted attention so he barely protested ….