His pain was so heavy. I wanted to help, tried to help, ultimately failed to help.

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My Muscle Man

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I see you. I see through that chiseled exterior. You can't hide in there. The girls stare. They want you to treat 'em dirty. Pick them up and throw them down. But you're still looking for the one. The one that makes you weak in the knees. The one that knows where your insecurities lie. The one that has found your soft spot. You're just a man. You've been to that low dark place. Where they can try to hurt you, but they never come close to the pain you have caused yourself. I'm here baby. I see you. You are doing a great job. But I want you to walk away from that fear, that judgement. Lay that disappointment down. I know the weight you carry every day. It is draining you. Dragging you back to the bottom. I'll never ask you to be more than what you are. You are everything to me. You saved me now save yourself. You are so worthy of my love. I will stand for you. I will fight for you when you feel weak. I am here to pick you up. I truly love your beautiful soul. In your strong arms I feel safe. Your muscular back lifts me when I'm broken. And your thick thighs carry me to heaven. I need all of you.